Scrape a tear

Felt that everything was not going well today, I meant it, every single thing that happen today! I only left 2 days before pass up my thesis to the dean, yet the lab assistant still hold my GC-MS analysis, he haven't do it while I already gave him 3 weeks time to analyse it. I lost my appetite as well, too stress I think; only two meals per day: brunch and dinner. Were moodiness  for days, I miss my family, I miss those happy moment that I used to have, I miss you! All the feeling burst on time, and I did collapsed. Sob sob.

Can I cry now? Because I had done the discussion part of my thesis! Edit a little bit more for other chapters, then done. Laugh out loud.

I got my third meal today, supper. China burger from Connaught night market, thanks to you Jayne, it saves me from hunger. Wink

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"If you love me, hold me dear forever, always; If you can't, I hope it never started" I saw it in Facebook, which is so true.

Translated.

Quiescence

I felt not to go to the morning class at first, didn't get enough sleep last night (or I should say I didn't slept at all? Felt like I were awake like a sad zombie). The lecturer gave us quiz as not many people were going to the class, I were lucky frankly. Went to library afterwards, to continue my thesis writing, which is like a mess right now; yet I think (or I hope) it will be done soon, very soon. I'm in love with the quiet places now, library would be the choice for me to stay in, seeing books around me and that's what I need now.

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Today, it didn't rang at all, stay quietly. Have I lost you forever? I say a big NO. I need to stay strong no matter what happen.

Hot wire

I got no more holidays after since today! 3 assignments waiting for me to complete before our study week which is the first week of April, and the thesis writing is definitely drive me crazy! I called today as 'assignment-day', since we got assignment for each of our classes just now. Hope to finish it as soon as possible. Please, after this week, after the doomsday I said, I hope to get some rest or fun.

Heard the good news about our Malaysia's king of badminton? Dato Lee won in the All England 2011, proud with him; but why we don't get a public holiday on behalf of his honor? We should have a day off, I mean I need a day off seriously.

My roomie gave me some good deal again, this time is the McDonald's voucher, which I think it's really a big deal for everyone. Spend only RM5 and then you'll get 2 FREE Big Breakfast which worth RM13.80. Is it sound cool to you? I'm drooling already, anyone?

By the way, I had already started to write and draw something in my journal, will tweet some thought in it soon. Kind of nervous. O.o

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"They say the good things take time, but great things happen in a blink of an eye." I think I had blink too much until I lost the great thing, or it's just the great thing haven't happen on me? It's now depends on you, do you know it?

de Journal

Am not sure what I want actually, so I just simply pick something nice to myself, a journal I called it. Will record everything that happen around me, or maybe something beauty that thrill through my mind, and something that I love, all in one journal. "Monologue", suit my journal well, no conversation, no dialogue between people, just me myself in the sanctuary. 

If I don't have a project going, I sit down and begin to write something - a character sketch, a monologue, a description of some sight, or even just a list of ideas. -Thomas Perry-

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"Who am I? I am no body"

For the first time

Had been planned for around 3 weeks, and finally I got the chance to go out with ppwen, the mid-semester exam and thesis writing are the reasons that dragged this outing. Too bad, my little Tehooo couldn't follow us as she had her lab work to do on the same day. Kraftee Bee Cottage is the thug that brought us to Times Square, which sell those handmade things; we just thought that we might can get something nice over there yet it is closed when we reached there. How despondent we were, seriously. 

Digi is doing their roadshow in the middle of the mall, and ppwen, the girl who wore a yellow top was the lucky one to get the free magnets from them. I think I am the one who brought this luck to her, Giggle. Blove ocean delegate fish, my simply thought, that's why I chose the blue one for myself, thanks to ppwen for that hearty magnet. 

Had a funny movie together, Rango. Was shilly-shally between I'm Number 4 and Rango, we went for latter since we wanted to something easy and relax. Okay, this definitely a comedy for us, laugh non stop in the cinema and the chameleon (Johnny Depp) is so ugly and funny! I like a quote from Man with No Name inside the movie, "No man can walk out on his own story." 

Always, a meal at Times Square make me headache, there have not much restaurants compare to the others, was wondering what to eat once we reached there. Finally, we just sticked to the original plan, went to the restaurant nearby the GSC cinema, Sek Hou (I think it is under the GSC property). Their menu is something like Kim Gary, another Hong Kong style restaurant, but I think I prefer Kim Gary after this. But you guys can have a try over there, since when you show them 4 GSC tickets which is same movie and same date, they will give you 20% off while you dine in.

We were like whirlwind shopping in the mall afterwards, since I got something to buy. Oh ya, I got myself a journal finally, heart it so much! Maybe it is not a perfect one as I said that time, but I like it, simple and nice. When I brought back this journal and show to Jayne, she was kind of shocked because she planned to buy me one during my birthday. Oops, so I think you have to think for another now (but I truly felt touched because of your thought).

Photos of us. Took quite a number of photos until we got a perfect one. I think we did make people walking around arrested their attention on us. Bashful. Nice outing with you, our first outing. :)

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Somehow, I feel that, I don't care anymore. Maybe it's time, don't make me give up on you please.