The S-Day

Suppose to hand in my thesis by today, yet a message spoil the plan. Our AhNik (my beloved supervisor) messaged us and told us that he was in office, find him in order to get our draft back. He didn't have time to help us check, I feel that my thesis is dying bit by bit again. Went to lunch with Michelle, Beatrice and Melman at McDonald's, my second time in this week. All of us were ordered Spicy McDeluxe together, and with some jokes, we named today as S-Day. On the way back to our faculty, a Snake dropped from a tree, and it was just beside me, am so lucky that it didn't dropped on me. So, it was so suit when we called it as S-Day. Stress and Sadden all come in 1 day, we just faced it with our Strong and tough heart. Thanks to our Supervisor that he managed to give us back the draft by the Same day. He Sacrificed a lot because of us.

Peek the sauces that we took? We are like vampire which obsess with the red and bloody thing, we are like that since the first year. 

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And, today is Stadt day too, what's that? Will post about it soon. Stay tuned for more.

Scrape a tear

Felt that everything was not going well today, I meant it, every single thing that happen today! I only left 2 days before pass up my thesis to the dean, yet the lab assistant still hold my GC-MS analysis, he haven't do it while I already gave him 3 weeks time to analyse it. I lost my appetite as well, too stress I think; only two meals per day: brunch and dinner. Were moodiness  for days, I miss my family, I miss those happy moment that I used to have, I miss you! All the feeling burst on time, and I did collapsed. Sob sob.

Can I cry now? Because I had done the discussion part of my thesis! Edit a little bit more for other chapters, then done. Laugh out loud.

I got my third meal today, supper. China burger from Connaught night market, thanks to you Jayne, it saves me from hunger. Wink

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"If you love me, hold me dear forever, always; If you can't, I hope it never started" I saw it in Facebook, which is so true.

Translated.

Quiescence

I felt not to go to the morning class at first, didn't get enough sleep last night (or I should say I didn't slept at all? Felt like I were awake like a sad zombie). The lecturer gave us quiz as not many people were going to the class, I were lucky frankly. Went to library afterwards, to continue my thesis writing, which is like a mess right now; yet I think (or I hope) it will be done soon, very soon. I'm in love with the quiet places now, library would be the choice for me to stay in, seeing books around me and that's what I need now.

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Today, it didn't rang at all, stay quietly. Have I lost you forever? I say a big NO. I need to stay strong no matter what happen.

Hot wire

I got no more holidays after since today! 3 assignments waiting for me to complete before our study week which is the first week of April, and the thesis writing is definitely drive me crazy! I called today as 'assignment-day', since we got assignment for each of our classes just now. Hope to finish it as soon as possible. Please, after this week, after the doomsday I said, I hope to get some rest or fun.

Heard the good news about our Malaysia's king of badminton? Dato Lee won in the All England 2011, proud with him; but why we don't get a public holiday on behalf of his honor? We should have a day off, I mean I need a day off seriously.

My roomie gave me some good deal again, this time is the McDonald's voucher, which I think it's really a big deal for everyone. Spend only RM5 and then you'll get 2 FREE Big Breakfast which worth RM13.80. Is it sound cool to you? I'm drooling already, anyone?

By the way, I had already started to write and draw something in my journal, will tweet some thought in it soon. Kind of nervous. O.o

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"They say the good things take time, but great things happen in a blink of an eye." I think I had blink too much until I lost the great thing, or it's just the great thing haven't happen on me? It's now depends on you, do you know it?

de Journal

Am not sure what I want actually, so I just simply pick something nice to myself, a journal I called it. Will record everything that happen around me, or maybe something beauty that thrill through my mind, and something that I love, all in one journal. "Monologue", suit my journal well, no conversation, no dialogue between people, just me myself in the sanctuary. 

If I don't have a project going, I sit down and begin to write something - a character sketch, a monologue, a description of some sight, or even just a list of ideas. -Thomas Perry-

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"Who am I? I am no body"