I'm here

Was talking and discussing about finger nails in the class just now, started to feel want to get healthier nails like before, as nowadays I applied quite a lot of nail polish on it. Not only this, I always need to osculate with those toxic chemical such as acetone during my lab work, which successfully make my nails become weaker. That's why I promise myself that, no more manicure in short times. 

And then, I look at my bag, the design did a little bit make it looks like very messy, but I like it, makes me a sporty person. Should I put some colors on it? Something like a handmade zipper (sad to say that one of them were spoilt).

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"I won't ever leave you, even though you're always leaving me." -The Time Traveler's Wife.

Give up or not?

Was cleaning my desk and found out a pressie that I got from last times, during my second year I think. Bookmarks, with face expressions on it, that's why I never use them as they are so cute to keep. Smell something fishy? They are tack on the fishes and mews printed kraft. Always like something which is related to fish, is it because of my name? I recalled: you like to eat fish!

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Trying to do what you want to do, where there is love and inspiration, you can not go wrong. "Never give up". Am I need to hold it?

Because of you

I'm officially free from any mid-semester exam, it had dragged us for weeks to finish it. It's time to concentrate on my thesis writing then. If I can. My skin condition is bad due to the lack of sleep, not enough water and more reasons, hope it will become better after this. Were been invited to have breakfast with the gang this morning, but I rejected, so not me! Well, I think I were tired and worried about my lab work that time. Let's have it another time, guys? 

Soon I'm going to quit my lab work, tomorrow will be the last day if everything is going well; and only wait for the result of GC-MS. Say good bye to my last lab work, to my last mid-semester exam in my life; I left not much time here, I just realized. :(

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"I do well tonight because of you, this is fate." I'm proud to be your lady luck, it's like a charm on you? Laugh out loud. You're welcome. 

Hope

I hope that this would never happen, I hope that I can change the ending...; ever have these thoughts running in your little mind? It works on me, I mean I do have them in me. But I knew we can't change anything since it had already happened. We just can wish for the best at the end. So, cheers. Live your life bright, high, and happy, you deserve it.

Where flowers bloom so does hope. -Lady Bird Johnson-

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"She is the kind of girl who is always smiling and loves to laugh. If you are falling down, she will be right there to pick you up. She is the one who always says sorry, even if it's not her fault. Even if she is feeling like the scum of the earth, she will never let you know. This is the girl who is afraid of love, because she has already lost so much.". It is referring to me, isn't it? I accord with every sentence of it. 

Sip on you

Woke up early in the morning, tempted by the Starbucks; so I'm now craving to sip on it. When was my last time to have it? Not less than 2 months I think. Did I tell you all that I couldn't drink coffee with empty stomach, because the caffeine will definitely make me anguish. Once, this did made me deterred to coffee, but I didn't stop it after-all, they are great (although I'm not a coffee lover) and will just drink it when I'm okay with it. Going to get myself a Starbucks tumbler during my birthday, a gift to pamper myself. Can't wait!

"I don't care if Monday's blue, Tuesday's gray and Wednesday too, Thursday I don't care about you, It's Friday I'm in love." Friday I'm in love by The Cure. Of course, I'm in love with my Saturday, Sunday if only if there's nothing to do on Monday. 

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I didn't forgot what you told me, okay, maybe a few, but this doesn't mean I'm not care about you, it's just your things make me tense.