Used to be

Felt grateful to ppwen, she brought each of us a bowl of tang yuan, peanut flavor. She claimed that this time she made it successfully, a big applause to her and thanks again. Not having a great week, I guess it is the same for the following weeks, since we having exam weeks now, not cool at all. We might can enjoy a few days before the next paper intrude, and surely I will do so, I gonna enjoy the coming days with my besties here, if we are free. Laugh out loud. Good luck for the exam my friends.

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Everytime I read our old conversations, I realize how close we used to be.

Yucks

Was isolated myself in own room for days, to concentrate on my study, but I don't think it worked; it just made me have more time to procrastinate my study. I used one whole week (okay, not all the time of course) to study my chemical bio-organic, they are yuckie! I can't fully memorized all the mechanism and structures at all, too much! My coursemate even said that this paper is for Howard University standard, scary right? So happy that I can throw all these notes aside as I just finished the paper, killed by the questions. Delirious. I have 4 more to go, and then I'll back to my hometown and start my internship. I gonna miss here, people and places!

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And there she goes again, believing in something that is never going to happen.

Delicious

Had Kajang satay as my dinner, the famous one. Didn't ordered the fish satay, I had it once and that's just so-so, I found it special was because my hometown didn't have it, we just have the normal one, chicken satay, beef perhaps? Drool when I see the photo again:

It's nice to hang out with a group of girls here, chuckle over something that is not so funny, get some inside joke, that's fun and happy.

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A storm is raging, nevertheless we go forward in our madness. This is love.

Rubik's cube

Never thought that I would own a rubik's cube myself, more over it's in white color one. Quite excited when I first hold it in my hand, although I haven't master the solution, I just know some of the steps which I think I might forgot already. I'll learn it before I leave here, as my sifu is over here; hope that I can remember all the steps, must! I can't concentrate to my study now, maybe it's because I hate the first subject: chemical bio-organic, headache when I read so many structures and mechanisms, it is impossible for me to memorize all these terror things, impossible! Can't even finish a note in few hours time, even if I finished, I can't recall anything. Oops.

Your mind will answer most questions if you learn to relax and wait for the answer. -William S. Burroughs-

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Everytime you don't talk to me, I die a little inside.

10 Things I Hate About You

Watched 10 Things I Hate About You few days ago, a 1999 movie which the segment of the movie still spinning in my head after years; got it from my friend and I watched it again. That was also the time where I first introduced to this song, Can't Take My Eyes Off You, because of this movie. Kind a romantic song for a 11 years old kids and I did obsessed with it for times, especially its rhyme. Back to the movie again, they have a poem at the end, so called 10 things I hate about you poem, and I want to share here, part of it:

I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all...

Cried when I listened to this poem, as I understand what the girl means, some of us might have the same thought like her, at least I have. I want to dedicate this poem to you. If you have this movie, please watch it, old but nice. Sorry for the dull post, but I feel this fit my mood right, just bear with me for awhile, I'll be okay. Try listen to Whisky Lullaby I share over here, sad indeed.

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And one day I hope you look back at what we had, and regret every single thing you did to let it end. Don't let it become this way.