Rubik's cube

Never thought that I would own a rubik's cube myself, more over it's in white color one. Quite excited when I first hold it in my hand, although I haven't master the solution, I just know some of the steps which I think I might forgot already. I'll learn it before I leave here, as my sifu is over here; hope that I can remember all the steps, must! I can't concentrate to my study now, maybe it's because I hate the first subject: chemical bio-organic, headache when I read so many structures and mechanisms, it is impossible for me to memorize all these terror things, impossible! Can't even finish a note in few hours time, even if I finished, I can't recall anything. Oops.

Your mind will answer most questions if you learn to relax and wait for the answer. -William S. Burroughs-

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Everytime you don't talk to me, I die a little inside.

10 Things I Hate About You

Watched 10 Things I Hate About You few days ago, a 1999 movie which the segment of the movie still spinning in my head after years; got it from my friend and I watched it again. That was also the time where I first introduced to this song, Can't Take My Eyes Off You, because of this movie. Kind a romantic song for a 11 years old kids and I did obsessed with it for times, especially its rhyme. Back to the movie again, they have a poem at the end, so called 10 things I hate about you poem, and I want to share here, part of it:

I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all...

Cried when I listened to this poem, as I understand what the girl means, some of us might have the same thought like her, at least I have. I want to dedicate this poem to you. If you have this movie, please watch it, old but nice. Sorry for the dull post, but I feel this fit my mood right, just bear with me for awhile, I'll be okay. Try listen to Whisky Lullaby I share over here, sad indeed.

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And one day I hope you look back at what we had, and regret every single thing you did to let it end. Don't let it become this way.

Hunger

Study week was started and I didn't feel any stress yet, still packed my notes nicely and neatly so that I'll have mood to study when I look at them. Giggle. I'm still thinking when is the suitable time to throw all the topsy-turvy notes to my direct junior. Handed in my thesis to the office finally, no more thesis problem for me, I get rid of them! Ordered Domino's for our dinner, nice food in hostel again, but frankly breads make you feel full easily and feel hungry again easily too. Tell you what, I started to feel the hunger now, it was just after 2 hours we had the pizzas. Gosh, I hope I can bear with the stomach before I off to bed. Nothing more, till then.

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It doesn't matter where you go in life, what you do or how much you have. What matters is who was besides you the entire time.

One night only

Had my last annual dinner of hostel, theme of the year was One Night Only and the colors were in purple and black. We didn't follow the theme like we always did, it's so hard to get outfit which according to the theme sometimes. Thanks to my roomie for outfit, shoes, bags etc., too bad she and our little sister couldn't join us in the dinner. Not much people (I mean my batch) went to the dinner, just few of us; no palatable food for us as well, the nicest would be the sweet corn flavor ice-cream. Here come the group photo, my table-mate:

Choon Wee, Sii Jie, Khaterine and Yii Lai are like celeb, all of us were grabbed to take photo with them, that was the funny part ever. We went out earlier before the dinner ended to take photo in case you need to wait for long time to get the hot spot. Didn't took lot of photos like year before, as we felt extremely hot and tired, or maybe no seniors with us this year, kind of miss them. Laugh out loud.

The candid photo we had, were unprepared and took for fun, yet it came out with a nice photo, and I add a pola-photo in my album, a bit dark and because of the unskilled photographer, oops. Had some chatter at McDonald's before we heading home, and I finally got myself a cup of McFlurry. Learnt the origami butterfly, I hope I still remember the steps. 

A great night indeed, but it was tiring and I dozed off on my table again.

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Just stay with me now, say the word and we'll go. ♥ 

Endeavor

All my coursemates were finished their viva, I guess this thesis-phobia would come to an end now. What's left now is final and the hard cover of thesis. For those friends who haven't finish their viva, try your best and strike a beautiful presentation, since it will be your very last one in this university. I brought my printed thesis to a shop to make the hard cover, and I got it now, each of us have 2 copies of it. It's so dashing when I see the gold color name of mine printed on the green cover, at least I did something great in these 3 years time, and with no regret. Thinking back my first and second year, I were so active in those societies (not to say I were being forced), quite a good experience for me and I knew lots of friends because of that. Great to know you guys. Sentimental again.

You see this? CHONG CHAN YI, lovely.

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We hold onto things for so long because we're scared something so great won't happen twice.